Not that I’ve obtained this or reached my goal
I Forget what is behind &
Press on towards the goal to win the
prize for which God called me heavenward in Christ Jesus

She had on Nikes,
Her unicorn was white,
I sat on it behind her,
Now it’s time ta take flight
Here we go,
She said yo daddy hold on tight,
Then we fly high off into the skies
As we fly
I see a rainbow & get hyped,
This sign means we draw nigh,
To paradise
One night she told me about her brother Mike,
Who goes to a psychiatrist to help with life
But the advice he gets,
Conflicts with the bible,
What the bible says is wrong,
The world says is right
So now morality & reality fight,
Is what we believe,
Limited to our sight
His psychiatrist will tell him to lay the pipe,
& take pills,
That will chill him real nice
Love & accept yourself the shrinks tell Mike,
Who lives in shame,
Due to the thangs he likes
Human nature Mike looks at the stars that shine bright,
& wonders do aliens,
Also read the bible
Follow Shintow,
Buddha or Hinduism,
Do they have the same thangs,
But name them different
Or maybe they follow something totally different,
Has technology & science,
Outdated religion
Proving all that we believed was mumbo-jumbo,
Only after the apocalypse will everyone know
Honey told me she grew up in the jungle,
Where she used to get doe with her crew flipping bundles
In those days,
People would say that she’s a cutie
But in the mirror,
She couldn’t see her own beauty
& I used to do the same thing truly,
Ignoring any compliment given to me
Because I couldn’t see it myself until I,
Realized,
True beauty’s only seen by the 3rd eye

What’s seeking you what are you seeking,
What’s life meaning,
What gives you reason
Even the best have lost fights to the demons,
How far are you willing to you go,
For freedom

Christ turned my morning into dancing
Loosed my sackcloth
& girded me with joy

She had a molecular,
Teleporter inside her crib,
Which she built with her dad & couple of friends
One day we was chilling with black our teddy bear,
In the park by the lake,
& we start to draw
I would play Marvin Gaye,
On my tablet,
Oh I forgot to say here teddy bears can talk
& walk & live any way Black,
Marries a blonde white woman,
& the 2 have
Interesting children,
Here some people,
Use technology,
Or some the wheels of Ezekiel
To travel,
I’d battle with sexuality,
& romantic fantasy I was lonely
Hypnotized by the lies,
I’d accept,
Accepting the lies,
So I’d get accepted
I lived this foolish life till I realized,
True beauty’s only seen by the 3rd eye

What’s seeking you what are you seeking,
What’s life meaning,
What gives you reason
Even the best have lost fights to the demons,
How far are you willing to you go,
For freedom

Ask & it will be given
Seek & you’ll find
Knock & it shall be opened to you

Before this I was lazy & didn’t want a job,
My objective in life was simple getting off
Maybe I was right & maybe I was wrong,
There are times in life that man must conform
Because those days are over & the thrill is gone,
Like it’s written in Psalms,
I sing a new song
I kissed honey dip on her hands & um,
Threw on some love music,
& palm to palm
We danced to the music all night long,
Then we slept & the next morn,
We throw on
1980’s rap that’s when my teddy Koala,
& her care bears,
Get down & start to party
Care bear stare hitting people in the face,
I told her the message I been trying to explain
Is when we can’t see the beauty in ourselves,
It won’t matter if it’s seen,
By anyone else
You can be beautiful but see yourself as ugly,
You can be wise,
& see yourself as a dummy
When you’re blinded by your eyes you chase nothings,
& value things that lead to destruction
Enjoy things,
You really don’t enjoy,
Do things,
That you don’t want to do
Then in the end,
End up in a place,
That you can’t escape,
A hell on earth that you
Build for yourself,
Because you believe,
You’re meant to receive this,
& never be freed
When you only chase the beauty that eyes can see,
You’re limited by a distorted reality
& what seems like dreams come true is our demise,
Are you ready for what lies,
On the other side
When I see your beauty & mine as divine,
I realize,
True beauty’s only seen by the 3rd eye

What’s seeking you what are you seeking,
What’s life meaning,
What gives you reason
Even the best have lost fights to the demons,
How far are you willing to you go,
For freedom

Trust in the Lord & he’ll give you
The desires of your heart
If you abide in Him & His words abide in you
Ask whatever you wish & it will be done for you
Lean on him not your own understanding